fumbling
blindly stumbling
trying to put these feelings behind me
(i cant fail)
whats wrong with me this time
(analysis error)
i can't seem to get a reading
i'm too caught up
\in this tangled web of candied fears
numbness creeps up past my kness
(so slowly)
before i know it i'm immoblie
my head is spinning like a pinwheel
my heart feels heavy
shrouded in drapes that block out the sun
the joy in my life is sucked through my fingertips
and processed into golden coins
the greed of this world is inexcusable
(you can serve god and man no more effectively than by getting rich)
the sky makes me feel claustrophobic
it's endlessnes
feet sore
throat parched
hot dogs cooking on the stove
the temporary before dinner calm of lake life
lazy summer days
hold on as long as they can
before giving way to a milky-blue twilight
summer nights always bring something new
new faces, adventures, discoveries
lying on my back, I look to the heavens
to see
a million tiny flecks
suspended in deepest blue-black
bobbing like silvery ornaments
in a viscous dark liquid
fire crackles
orange glow replaces the darkness
the smell of smoke mingles
with roasting marshmallows
there is a subtle monotony to lake life
different situations and people
yet somehow you've done it
Current Residence: Nelson/Ymir BC Favourite genre of music: various electronic genres Shell of choice: pie shells are nice. i like pastry. <3 Wallpaper of choice: random pictures :3 Skin of choice: my own
It's been a while since I've updated, and my last entry is quite depressing, so I'm just posting to uh...make it go away.
I am one confused kitty these days.
I keep getting that "I want to run" feeling. Not suprising. It usually happens around this time of year.
Oh well. We'll see how things go. <3
hm. i let myself get attached to people way too fast.
It sucks how, when you're younger, you and all your friends live within this little bubble. Most of you rarely leave this bubble. You're always together, always happy. Until one day, the real world punches you in the face. Friends and loved ones move to far reaches of the country - sometimes to other countries. Those whom you love are scattered about, like those dandelion seeds you used to catch in the wind and make wishes on. *sigh* I suppose I'm just feeling powerless because a few people who I care about are very far from my reach at the moment.
It's Bryan's birthday tomorrow. A wonde
I finally got regular hours at work! Starting June first I work from 6 am to 2 pm, Monday through Friday.....
....I HAVE WEEKENDS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!
Be prepared for a lot more interesting entrys folks. Because I'm gonna be partying hard this summer. :heart:
Hey, your gallery is so unique and awesome. I love your style (and raves, tehe). Some of the comments on your pictures are rather amusing. You could say they "give the picture character". <3.
Hey whats up! Just wanted to give a shout out because Im fron Nelson too.. I've been to Shambhala 5 years in a row so I know how awesome Nelson and Shambhala is!! I stumbled upon your page after typing Shambhala in search
Hey BritzBitz! Remember me? Ninsheart from the ED forum on gaiaonline! By the way. Thenks for the comments on my thread and very good lyrics you write! Good job!